Anthony

cud @ 2005-08-16T09:40:00

2005-08-15T13:40:56Z

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cud @ 2005-08-09T19:07:00

2005-08-08T23:07:35Z

wow. the world is fucking ridiculous. i'm ashamed to be a part of it.
& i also hate dumb people & their fucking opinions. NOBODY CARES WHAT YOU THINK!

cud @ 2005-08-04T00:04:00

2005-08-04T03:44:42Z

I HATE MYSELF!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

cud @ 2005-07-31T23:45:00

2005-08-01T03:24:13Z

why do i even fucking bother?!?!

cud @ 2005-07-24T16:12:00

2005-07-24T20:13:42Z

it would be great if i could just buy my own fucking cigarettes!

kthxbye!

cud @ 2005-07-17T19:52:00

2005-07-17T23:54:09Z

i wish some things would just GO AWAY! why can't it be that simple?

cud @ 2005-07-14T17:11:00

2005-07-14T21:13:48Z

i want a soap opera boyfriend. *sigh*

cud @ 2005-07-05T16:39:00

2005-07-05T20:40:11Z

i've decided that my music & acting career will most likely remain fictional.
& my writing career is something i will actually pursue.

cud @ 2005-07-04T16:03:00

2005-07-04T20:03:40Z

i don't know what to do.

cud @ 2005-06-28T01:15:00

2005-06-28T05:21:52Z

you know, it devastates me. the fact that i'm the family screw up.
my parents can be proud of my brother & my sister.
i've done nothing. i've brought them nothing but shame.
i wish i could cry.
but i think i've lost the ability to do so.
i'd feel so much better if i could just cry.

cud @ 2005-06-25T20:45:00

2005-06-26T00:46:40Z

it's offical. my life is ruined. things will never be the same. never.

cud @ 2005-06-23T16:35:00

2005-06-23T20:35:59Z

i have no clue as to why i constantly let stupidity mess with my head.

cud @ 2005-06-19T19:27:00

2005-06-19T23:28:50Z

i feel like if a new beggining occurs, it will be limited because of circumstance.

cud @ 2005-06-16T16:10:00

2005-06-16T20:15:43Z

i wish everyday could be like this one:

cigarettes
good music
good food
free time [no responsabilty]

i just wish i had a boyfriend to enjoy it with.

cud @ 2005-06-13T12:24:00

2005-06-13T16:18:55Z

it's like a rollercoaster. a horrifying, face twisting, unpredictable, but fun rollercoaster.

cud @ 2005-06-12T14:10:00

2005-06-12T18:14:13Z

my summer is starting out awfully & it will probably continue being an utter debacle.
pathetic is one of the words that come to mind when i think about how i feel right now.
manic depressive, bipolar, & fucktard are several others.

cud @ 2005-06-10T00:57:00

2005-06-10T04:57:12Z

"i wonder what you look like
under your t-shirt
i wonder what you sound like
when you're not wearing words
i wonder what we have
when we're not pretending
it's never-ending, haven't you heard?
i don't need to tell you
what this is about
you just start on the inside
and work your way out."

cud @ 2005-06-08T23:34:00

2005-06-09T03:34:49Z

livejournal bores me.

cud @ 2005-06-05T00:56:00

2005-06-05T04:57:53Z

if i were of the opposite sex, i would definatly make a good whore.

cud @ 2005-06-04T00:03:00

2005-06-04T04:05:42Z

even though the mere thought of this world makes me want to vommit until i die, there is a lot of beauty.

cud @ 2005-05-30T03:12:00

2005-05-30T07:09:23Z

i feel as though i need to molt out of this skin. or actually, this whole life to be honest.

cud @ 2005-05-25T01:16:00

2005-05-25T05:17:32Z

inner turmoil echos through pores. i'm feeling like it gets harder & harder to hide as each day passes.

cud @ 2005-05-08T05:12:00

2005-05-08T09:12:56Z

first entries always make me itch.