| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005 |
| 9:40 am |
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| Tuesday, August 9th, 2005 |
| 7:07 pm |
wow. the world is fucking ridiculous. i'm ashamed to be a part of it. & i also hate dumb people & their fucking opinions. NOBODY CARES WHAT YOU THINK! |
| Thursday, August 4th, 2005 |
| 12:04 am |
I HATE MYSELF!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Current Mood:  fuck! |
| Sunday, July 31st, 2005 |
| 11:45 pm |
why do i even fucking bother?!?! |
| Sunday, July 24th, 2005 |
| 4:12 pm |
it would be great if i could just buy my own fucking cigarettes! kthxbye! Current Music: le tigre - keep on livin' |
| Sunday, July 17th, 2005 |
| 7:52 pm |
i wish some things would just GO AWAY! why can't it be that simple? Current Music: joni mitchell - amelia |
| Thursday, July 14th, 2005 |
| 5:11 pm |
i want a soap opera boyfriend. *sigh* Current Mood:  restlessCurrent Music: joni mitchell |
| Tuesday, July 5th, 2005 |
| 4:39 pm |
i've decided that my music & acting career will most likely remain fictional. & my writing career is something i will actually pursue. Current Music: radiohead - sail to the moon |
| Monday, July 4th, 2005 |
| 4:03 pm |
i don't know what to do. Current Music: tori amos - jamacia inn |
| Tuesday, June 28th, 2005 |
| 1:15 am |
you know, it devastates me. the fact that i'm the family screw up. my parents can be proud of my brother & my sister. i've done nothing. i've brought them nothing but shame. i wish i could cry. but i think i've lost the ability to do so. i'd feel so much better if i could just cry. Current Music: the smiths |
| Saturday, June 25th, 2005 |
| 8:45 pm |
it's offical. my life is ruined. things will never be the same. never. Current Music: bedhead - liferaft |
| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005 |
| 4:35 pm |
i have no clue as to why i constantly let stupidity mess with my head. Current Mood: annoyed |
| Sunday, June 19th, 2005 |
| 7:27 pm |
i feel like if a new beggining occurs, it will be limited because of circumstance. Current Music: tori amos - yes, anastasia |
| Thursday, June 16th, 2005 |
| 4:10 pm |
i wish everyday could be like this one: cigarettes good music good food free time [no responsabilty] i just wish i had a boyfriend to enjoy it with. Current Music: the smiths - that joke isn't funny anymore |
| Monday, June 13th, 2005 |
| 12:24 pm |
it's like a rollercoaster. a horrifying, face twisting, unpredictable, but fun rollercoaster. Current Music: sonic youth - mariah carey & the arthur doyle hand cream |
| Sunday, June 12th, 2005 |
| 2:10 pm |
my summer is starting out awfully & it will probably continue being an utter debacle. pathetic is one of the words that come to mind when i think about how i feel right now. manic depressive, bipolar, & fucktard are several others. Current Mood: helpless |
| Friday, June 10th, 2005 |
| 12:57 am |
"i wonder what you look like under your t-shirt i wonder what you sound like when you're not wearing words i wonder what we have when we're not pretending it's never-ending, haven't you heard? i don't need to tell you what this is about you just start on the inside and work your way out." |
| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 |
| 11:34 pm |
livejournal bores me. Current Mood:  exanimate |
| Sunday, June 5th, 2005 |
| 12:56 am |
if i were of the opposite sex, i would definatly make a good whore. Current Music: ani difranco - crime for crime |
| Saturday, June 4th, 2005 |
| 12:03 am |
even though the mere thought of this world makes me want to vommit until i die, there is a lot of beauty. Current Music: ani difranco - company |
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